So you took the Leap of Self-Faith and cut the corporate cord. Despite EVERYONE not having a clue what you were doing,much less the ability to actual see your vision & show support.
You’ve fought your mega-dragons of self-doubt & inner demons of worthiness just to wonder if YOU were,in fact, the “spooky“ one all along.
You’ve had the delicious opportunity to serve up some roasted crow to all the de-tractors and nay-sayers from your past and have laid solid claim to your niche’, the fruits of infinitely hard work made manifest by the power of YOUR Imagination & the helping hands of your Patrons.
You are, literally, on top of your game right now
& anyone/everyone in the genre knows it.
SO why do you still have that little irking feeling on the inside – like a papercut on your gumline– nothing serious,yet constantly unsatisfied.
Now, I must choose my next words carefully ….Defense mechanisms are on high-alert…
Q: Do you feel like you have achieved everything you want to creatively manifest with your current project?
Q: Can you possibly fathom working with another on the same goal (in any capacity) because you can not fathom them ever taking things as seriously & professionally as you because that has always been your experience? Not to replace but to enhance & evolve.
Q: Are you satisfied with the level you have achieved thusfar? Are you still doing everything practically all by your lonesome?
What are the parameters of that success environment?
Pretty fantastic,I bet, BUT I JUST KNOW YOOOUUU KNOW there is more to be made manifest.
I just know you,Creator & Composer, can feel that too! How could you have made it to this point and not be able to feel it.
Remember Folks, one of the things we all learned together last season was “celebrity” DOES NOT/CAN NOT trust anyone that they did not know before they popped their Fame cherry.
This is 99.9998% true in all cases,from that well-known local mattress salesman to the hottest thing at the box office. It appears to be just a part of that beast, the nature of that game.
In my experience, I have NEVER known of any “player” able to skirt the rules. Not even Kurt or Elvis.
Mannequins in the store Windows,bro. The entire lot.